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allison
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comedian|romantic|feminist
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Posts tagged my writing

Apr 18

like trash in the ocean
you float around
and linger long enough
to take away from me
and float back away
with no trace of
the destruction below


Apr 5

You didn’t even give me time
To replace the old bouquet
Gifted from the one you made me leave

I didn’t even have time
To put the roses in water
Gifted from who I shouldn’t have believed


Apr 4

I have this shake now
I can’t tell if I’m tired
Or still so angry


Apr 2

And even if I didn’t blame
The marks and band aids
That have graced my arm for years
On the kitten we’ve only had a few months
What would be your excuse?


Apr 1

I wasted wishes on dandelions
I never saw them as weeds
Spreading across the lawn
The seeds planted quietly
Wasted breath I wish I could catch
Should have wished for perspective
Should have wished for sharper glass
We all have our regrets
“This too shall pass”
Like all the other times
I have thick skin from more than just heartbreak or insults
I step on glass in the back yard
Leftovers from nights of destruction
I guess it serves as a reminder
A trap to keep me from wishing anymore


Mar 25

The opposite of
Wanderlust, I don’t want to
Leave your side these days


Feb 25

Here is a haiku
About you, I’m not sad cus
I really like yo


Feb 20

your sweat or mine
my pillows smell like late nights
you keep me awake in the best way
and i wanna use all our time

I’m sorry i feel too much
ill cry for the both of us
You got my head fucked up
Sober and feeling drugged

You’re scared of nothing
And I thought I was safe
I’ll crash my bike in the street
Just to get you looking my way

I’m sorry I feel too much
I’ll cry for the both of us
You got my head fucked up
Sober and feeling drugged

You say you’re a loser
With nothing to offer
Im broken by every excuse
Don’t even bother

I’m sorry I feel too much
I’ll cry for the both of us
You got my head fucked up
Sober and feeling drugged

I’m sober and feeling drugged
I’ll overdose before I have your love


Jan 23

You described it as
Being jaded, but what makes
That acceptable?


I don’t feel desire
Or want or lust or love for
People anymore


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